Friday October 31 2014....Happy Halloween

so this is a crazy day. I really am tired of so many things right now. Right now I am so tired of feeling crumby. I guess I got sick some how and it is really no fun. But that is how life is. 

I am not sure how things are going to work out right now but I am so tired right now. 

I am feeling pretty rotten. I think I was getting over one sickness and along came another sickness. The thing is I have been feeling so bad that it is hard for me to want to do much of anything. 

I had the chance to see my kids last night and I was so tired that I felt like I wanted to fall over. Not fun. And it has been so hard to want to do things. Ugh.

Right now I am at the VA. I am so tired that I really think I just want to sleep. But sleeping is not fun because when I sleep I have to wake up. Waking up is really no fun. It can take up to an hour for me to wake up properly. So sleeping and naps can be no fun. 

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October 25, 2014...feeling recovered

So I am back from my trip and recovered. I didn't think that most people would have any idea how hard it is to travel for two days on a bus. To put it nicely it sucks, it really sucks. But now I know what it is like and next time I can know better what to do. 

What do I mean by next time?  The next time I go traveling. I still have family to see and I really would like to see them. 

All that I'm willing to do can be seen as crazy but I am more than willing to be the crazy one and experiment on myself. For example, I had what looked like a reusable shopping bag that I used to carry some of my items in. Now in some ways it had its disadvantages but the fact that there was no zipper was very helpful. I love zippers but they add a barrier that can add a level of difficulty I really don't like. 

For the most part I think I have what I really need to travel but a few items need to be found. 

One of the worst things about traveling is having to use the restroom. I just made sure that I went whenever there was a bus transfer  it was a bus trip so that wasn't hard. The idea to do lots of things on my own seems to be a new idea to some but why should I let some one do something for me when I can do things myself. There is a lot that I can't do by myself but people think I should ask them for help first.  

October 10 2014 ....best day in a long time.

I will tell you later unless you know already. 

September 29 mostly-October 1 kind of. (Sorry just saw that this didn't publish.)

So this is Monday and I have appointments. I have a lot of appointments. All week. 

I don't think I have ever had so many appointments in one week before. Maybe I have but this can be really crazy. I guess I ask for them. 

This does not look like the best week for me because my kids will be with me on the weekend and that can be very tiring. I went to my sons day camp for cub scouts and while I thought I was fine I guess it took more energy than I would like to think it did or would. I was exhausted. I guess I will see this time. 

I guess there is some concern that I am to secretive. I can talk on the phone but I don't like to because talking can make me so tired. Also talking can be very difficult some days. It is not that I don't like to talk, I like it.  But there is only so much I can do. And talking can be so hard on me. 

I was at the VA hospital and it was interesting. At the first appointment it was easy to check in at the kiosk. At the second appointment I was so tired it was hard to check in at the kiosk. 

 

October 20 2014....it is kinda fun to travel.

So I'm back. 

I had a great trip and the traveling was no fun. Two days oneway on the bus is not my idea of a good time. 

Other things yes but thats for another time. 

I have been feeling kind of crumby and tired but I think I am feeling better now. 

Just wanted to get back into the swing of things.