22 June 2019.....help, help, I’m being repressed.

Running type exercise. *Legs exercise. *

I have been stretching a lot recently. It helps my legs. 

Write every morning. 

No because I have been so tired. 

Floss teeth 

No. 

Volunteer

Sure. 

Budget

Yes. It’s just hard to make a regular schedule. 

No robbing/borrowing from savings 

Ok.  

No Facebook until after budgeting is done *daily*

Not sure this is relevant now. 

Spend time in nature

Not really. Its been raining a lot. 

Read Book of Mormon daily *Read New Testament daily*

Not bad. 

So I have been watching YouTube a lot and finding out about all kinds of things. I had ruled out some things. But I my try a couple of things because I have found an example of a jig that I could use. I really have to try. One thing that bothers me is trying to do to much. But trying to make something is better than watching videos all day. I think I should use more time by reading or writing. I may have to get more audio books. Also I need to try the voice recognition software that is built into my phone and tablet. we truly live in such an amazing period in time. 

I am going to have to get over myself. 

I feel kind of awful right now. Reflux. Going to the bathroom more than is normal or more than I want. 

I am tired of every event is taking so long right now. I would tell you more if I could but I have to wait until Monday to find out information. 

I am trying the text to type feature  of my tablet. It doesn’t work very well sometimes. I have had to go back and change a lot. 

14 June 2019........

Right now I am feeling like the man in the New Testament. He said Lord I believe. Help Thou my unbelief. I have done all I can. I feel weak and used up. 

Neste momento estou me sentindo como o homem do Novo Testamento.  Ele disse Senhor eu acredito.  Ajuda a minha incredulidade.  Eu fiz tudo que posso.  Eu me sinto fraco e esgotado.

7 June 2019. .....I wish I didn’t get so tired so fast.

Running type exercise. *Legs exercise. *

Standing is getting easier I still don’t have the best balance. 

Write every morning. 

Ok. 

Floss teeth 

Not really . 

Volunteer

I guess. 

Budget

I need to do some advanced planning. 

No robbing/borrowing from savings 

Ok this month. 

No Facebook until after budgeting is done *daily*

Not sure this is relevant now. 

Spend time in nature

It is raining a lot so I’m not going out much right now. 

Read Book of Mormon daily *Read New Testament daily*

Ok. 

So I am thinking and speculating to much and I usually keep things like this to myself because it is so far outside my circle of influence that, I don’t know. 

I’ve been reading the Book of Helaman and the first part of 3 Nephi in The Book of Mormon. We live in a time that is so similar.  I will leave it at that. 

I am beyond frustrated with the bureaucracy  here. It is insane. The ultimate big brother state. I can understand needing some bureaucracy, but I can better understand now some of the frustration I heard when I was on my mission here. 

Some things here are not easy. They want paperwork here that we don’t use in the US. For example. Most people have probably figured out by now, but I came here to get married. I wasn’t trying to keep it a secret, I just didn’t go out of my why to publish the fact. 

Anyway, here, if someone gets divorced, that fact is published on the original marriage certificate. That is not something that happens in the US. Marriage certificates and Divorce Decrees are completely separate. We finally had to get an attorney to help. 

So yes I’m here to get married. Her name is Hildete.  We have known each other about 25 years. We served in the same mission. So she is slightly older than me. She has three children. She thinks 75 degrees Fahrenheit (25 degrees celsius) is cold. She is going to love the US. 😜

Trying to do all the marriage and immigration thing is not easy. Any and all prayers are welcome.