We live in such a stupid world. Political stuff, lately, is beyond stupid.
Still just few thoughts
At the moment I would say there is no Republican Party without Donald Trump. You may love him or hate him but he is the glue that holds the Republican Party, such as it is, together. (I wrote that last sentence a few weeks ago, closer to new year, I now am not so sure about it.)
I hate lots of things about what he believes, but he is a very charismatic personality.
The Democratic Party does not have anyone of similar effect of Donald Trump.
This world is stupid.
So much of the news is talking about stupid stuff.
I still can’t get over the fact that people think that most of the news is important. One news channel says I’m right, and this political party is wrong. If you go to watch the other channel, they say they’re right and a different political party is right.
I would say say both political parties are stupid and most news is stupid.
I love listening to stories of stupid people. I listen to lots of stories on YouTube from Reddit. It is amazing how many stupid people there are in the world.
I have had more migraine headaches in the past few weeks/months, than the rest of my life combined, and before I could count the number on one hand.
When I have a migraine it goes on until I throw up, then it goes away.
I hate some things about how my life has been going. I feel like I have been more sick this past year than I have been sick, in my life, with the exception of the time of my stroke.
I used to rarely get sick in any way. Since my stroke, I got the flu. Six months later I got pneumonia. I would suggest you get pneumonia, it hurts less. I would not recommend getting either. I got Covid a little over a year ago. No fun. Now it’s migraines. I’m sure I’ve had other things since my stroke. I hate all the complications I’ve had since the stroke, 9 years ago.
So I have been thinking about my resolutions. I have known for time that I have to limit what I do.
It seems like my new focus needs to be being married and my stepson and children. I was trying to focus on me before I got married, but now I need to put what I do in second place.
I want to do lots of things for me, but because I live in an apartment, and because of my difficulties in moving myself and stuff in general, I do not, I cannot, get stuff.
I want to make knives. I might be able to do it if I had a dedicated space to work on something. And if I wanted to go somewhere, it would have to be in my wheelchair or I need a ride some how; Bus type, taxi, or find someone to drive me in my car.
Plus I get tired out very quickly. If I go somewhere I get tired out very quickly. Anyway I think that most of what I will be doing will be for my family, for the foreseeable future. I need to do some things for myself, but as long as I can keep my budget and help them to do learn to do the same.
Life will be good.
