I do not know what to say.
About my life with Marcy. Choosing not to say something is not the same as lying. If you feel like you have been lied to sorry about that. I can live with it, can you? Probably. I guess you could say I learned from the best. And sometimes you can't handle the truth....or facts or whatever you want to call it.
Well there I said it.
I said at one time I wouldn't mention it but I have been so tired lately I can hardly stand it. There has almost been so much who knows. I think that my kids get sick at their moms house. Not that me or anyone could do anything. Kids go to school and who knows what they may get there. Well, we'll just have to make the best of it.
I was told that wearing dark glasses would be a good thing for me still. In many ways I really don't want to but they help so I don't squint so much. In many ways I see glasses as a "crutch". That's the army in me talking. I guess I just need to get tough and use what helps. I wear a brace on my right leg. I hate that fact. But no one notices when I am wearing long pants. There have been a lot of things that I will do now that I was very much opposed to earlier. At one time I was very much against any type of orthotic, or brace to support a part of my body. I have slowly, very slowly, almost begrudgingly come to the realization that they can be helpful. Some of my earlier therapists would laugh at me.
To put it nicely, I was a jerk before my stroke. I would be such a jerk that I would try to turn people's own words against them. The thing I would say is this "a jerks a tug, a tug Is a boat, a boat is on water and water is nature, and nature is beautiful. Thank you for the compliment." I see life before my stroke as one life and since my stroke as a new life. I know that is not the case, but I like to think of it that way. How many people get to live two lives in one lifetime. I guess you could say I'm just lucky and blessed.
I will get a new video up as soon as I can but that's how life goes.
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