Thursday 31 December 2015.....Happy...,,

Life. 

Death. 

Things of that nature. 

So. 

That's life. 

Monday 28 December 2015......and again.

One of my all time favorites. Describes me to well. 

Describes me very well as far as interpersonal skills are considered. 

Friday 25 December 2015......wow

To smart for my own good. 

Maybe I'll be lucky and die. Put me out of everyones misery. 

Now you see part of the reason I'm not writing. 

Put down the phone.  It's called sarcasm. 

Thursday 24 December 2015

Not my favorite but really good. 

Happy Christmas. 

Tuesday 22 December 2015......Hmmm.

I don't think that I will write to much for a while. I feel like I could offend the devil right now. 

Enjoy the pictures I post. Try not to read to much into what I post. It's pretty random. 

Despair.com

Tuesday 15 December 2015....*****.

I ask a friend some advise. She lives in Brazil. She does not know all of my problems. I like to keep my concerns private. We all have our own concerns. We are here to help each other if needed. We rely on each other more than we need to or should I would say. 

I want to share with you what my friend shared with me. I will paraphrase. 

"I do not know exactly what your concerns are. You say it is about other people and your limited abilities. What really matters is you, what you feel, not the others. If you are feeling sad because of your limitations, you just have to talk with The One that permitted this. The One that has the reasons and the way to make you feel better.  I believe all of us suffer or will have to suffer something during this life! We all know it is a life of testing. It is a time to test our faith. What happens with others, what they think or feel, doesn't matter. It is difficult, but this is also part of the plan...I believe that we live here on Earth and it is part of the plan God had for us, some can deal with problems, others can not. What kind of person are you? 

So far I think you are the kind of person that can pass through all kinds of difficulties..., you just can not  quit. This is your life. You don't need more miracles, you have had a lot!!!! You need more patience and to believe that all things are possible to The One that you serve! You know that He can, and He is the only one that can make you understand everything, even other people's short fall's!

Man, you are a super hero, you need to start to use the miracles you have received to help others to believe, and to strengthen their faith to find the way. Stop thinking in your limitations. Stop thinking and focusing on things you are weak in, you are strong enough to focus on things better than this. Your mind it is not limited, your soul and spirit don't have limits. Bad feelings do not come because of the Holy Spirit, they come because of Satan, he wants to destroy our faith. He definitely knows how to do that."

Her words were what I needed.  And why I say we don't  need to try to do to much at times. 

A scripture comes to mind. 

 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

 Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God;

 Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began, (1 Timothy 1:7-9, New Testament.)

Maybe you believe different than I do. That's ok. 

We are capable of so much more than any of us do. I include myself in that statement. 

So often we strive for the lowest common denominator. We can all do better if we will. 

My friend opened my eyes to what I need to focus on more. 

The other thing that I think about a lot is my kids. 

They are smart. Dang smart. 

So kind and loving. 

At times they can drive you crazy. That's kids. 

My one boy always surprises me by how much he notices. I have thought that he would just keep playing computer games. He does but he is usually very affectionate first. He has his own way of doing things but he is beyond smart. 

I hate the way so much of what I say comes out of my mouth as though I'm screaming. I don't want my kids or any one to think I can only scream at them. I want people to think of me as kind. Unfortunately I have to talk. It's kind of a needful. That last sentence was sarcasm. 

Friday 11 December 2015

So. Something different.

Despair.com. Wonderful. I thought I would share a couple. One I just like. The other I feel describes me pretty well. 

Those are funny. So true also. I was once told the best jokes are at least 50% true. I believe it. 

Who says I can't laugh and make fun of my own life. It's laugh or cry. Laughing is easier on me and anyone I may be around. 

Monday, 7 December 2015.......Blah.

I am going to share something I have had to endure for a long time. 

My last name is CHRISTIANSEN not CHRISTENSEN. Both fine names. One is my name, the other is not. 

My name Christiansen. KRISTY-AN-SEN or KRICHY-AN-SEN.

Christensen. KRISTEN-SEN. Or how ever they want it pronounced. 

That my be an over simplification. It will do. 

Some people may think I'm picking at nits. Maybe. 

Your name could be spelled G-E-O-R-G-E but you pronounce it FRED. Who am I to say your wrong. 

My point is your name is yours. 

Are there absolute right and wrong at times? Sure. Names are a little more flexible. But please get mine right. 

Thursday 3 December 2015.....Still thinking.

It's kind of fun to do the impossible.

Walt Disney

Tuesday 1 December 2015.....eh.

I'm contemplating what I should post.

Just remember the title of the blog.