12 November 2018......blah I’m hungry.

9 November 2018

My opinion. Blame me. 

I hate it when people want me to make up their mind for them. I hate hearing that other people are wanting someone else to make up their mind. Shit or get off the pot. 

There have been times I have not wanted to make up my mind. That doesn’t mean that eventually I don’t have to make up my mind. It is the most frustrating thing to know what you want and some people still act like you need  to make the final decision, but the decision you make is never what they want. 

10 November 2018

I have come to the decision that I will not provide my children smart phones until they graduate from high school. Simple phone that sends text and makes calls. Maybe takes photos. Think Gibbs on NCIS. Maybe jitterbug. 

I don’t feel bad one bit downgrading the types of phones my children have. That is what they will get from me. There mom can do what she wants. 

In this day and age having a phone of some kind is essential. That doesn’t mean it has to be the newest smartphone. 

I don’t feel bad about this at all. 

Now something different. 

My body is driving me nuts. Not because I am not of the Greek god form yet. No matter how I eat I never know if I am going to be hungry or not. I never know if I will be full or not. My stomach grumbles but then I feel full. It is so confusing to me. 

I was really turning into a fat boy when i was in Brazil. Now Just don’t know. Maybe i will just have to notice when it feels like my blood sugar is getting low and eat then. 

If I wasn’t confused enough about how my body works.

12 November 2018

So, I have been thinking. I know I have to stop, I just can’t stop and I don’t know why. 

Socialism, Democratic Socialism, Republic, all terms that get very confusing. 

Socialism. Personally I think a very bad idea. One person or small group says how everything is divided. 

Democratic Socialism. Basically the same as socialism. But it’s Democratic right. Think commune, everything gets voted on by everyone. In some ways a nice idea in principle. Half a shuffle step away from libertarianism. But way distant at the same time.

Republic. Laws rule. They are more important than any one person. If only we could have representatives that didn’t make hair brain laws.