This has been a very wild week. My boys had Cub Scout Day camp and that was a lot of fun. I have to be a little more careful how my boys hang things on my chair. I accidentally drug one there backpacks and ran it over before I noticed what I had done. So since they would be going on a nature hike. I went to get new backpacks. The back packs have a hydration system and the boys seem realły excited to drink water and stay hydrated.
While I have been here a lady ask me if I would like to be on staff for Woodbadge, the adult leader course. Very flattering. The thing is I can do get so tired that the idea scares me.
I have been ask to do other things and invited to do other things. I get so tired that I want to bawl.
Trying to get around here is very tricky at times. There is one station that I impossible for me to get to.
I had to take one day before I felt I could do anything. There is a lot that I want to do but it can be truly impossible for me. Not just because I can't walk well. I can get so tired that it is really hard, and sometimes impossible to do things. Like it's been said "sleep can make cowards of us all." I can really lose a lot of control of myself when I get tired. Physically, emotionally, mentally.
I get beyond irrational as I get worn down. Some people say I do things and forget. All I can say is maybe. Everyone forgets things.
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