24 January 2019.........wow and wow

Running type exercise. *Legs exercise. *

Ok. Need to do better. 

Write every morning. 

I’ve been sick. Still I’ve tried. Just not blog stuff. 

Floss teeth 

Getting better. I just need to do it earlier al,l the time. 

Volunteer

I’m  doing it my own way based in what I can do. 

Budget

Been doing better. Budgeting helps me accomplish some of my other desires. 

No robbing/borrowing from savings 

Pretty good. I had to pay insurance that I haven’t been getting bills for. I think that last night I had an idea that will force me to act better with my money. 

No Facebook until after budgeting is done *daily*

Because I have felt so rotten I’ve been looking some. 

Spend time in nature

I go outside. I get slightly sunburned my face starts peeling. I use lotion and so I don’t want to go out again. It’s a vicious cycle. 

Read Book of Mormon daily *Read New Testament daily*

Five verses in each seen to work out, if you listen to the audio and follow along. At times you need to change the pace for different reasons. 

I have delusions of grander, but at the same time I have a body that cannot do most of what I want it to do. I will try and usually fail in my attempts. I am very grateful for what people do for me. My mother does more than I will probably ever know. I love that she helps me with so much. My stepfather helps with things, but as far as I am concerned my mom does some things better. She doesn’t do everything better. Some things he does better. Like most people I have people try to help me and they do things that are not helpful. I don’t mind if something is picked up off the floor, it can be placed on the nearest table or counter, and it can be dealt with properly later. 

One thing that I have hated is someone acting like I am to stupid to understand some things. I am far from being your average potato. That said I am sure my stroke changed some things for me. I have been told that during the past almost 6 years, since I had my stroke, I acted a lot more juvenile at times. Maybe. Now people say that I act more rational and reasonable. Personally, I don’t know about that but it makes me think about something I was told in a blessing. That I would be back to where I was after about five years, with some problems. 

Personally I would love to be walking around. But the fact of the matter is I will always be better off in my wheelchair. It is a huge advantage in many ways. Plus, I always have a place to sit down.