8 January 2019

7 January 2019

Happy birthday to me. 45. How can I really be so damn old. 

So, thinking again. Watching videos on Facebook and YouTube again. Most “news” is entertainment. Very little facts. Then individuals pragandization of the event. 

I would like to be treated like as human being with a brain. 

8 January 2019

So I’ve been sleeping on some thoughts. Not the most comfortable. 

I’m sure most people know how I feel about politicians like Mitt Romney and Jeff Flake. Personally I see them more as obstructionists. That said I do applaud their efforts in attempting to keep the political arena a more civil place. That is not something I would be able to do at all.

That said they are politicians and I have a very low opinion of most politicians anyway. 

Yesterday was weird. 

First I went to the attorney to start my will. That was weird enough. I have decided I want to donate my body to be a cadaver. I won’t be using my body after I die and someone might as well get some use out of it. I see cemeteries and caskets as a similar to having a storage unit where you save things you might never use. Anyway the will was easy enough. After that I came home and called the college I want to donate my body to. I went to the website and looked for a while. Finely, I just call the “Donations” number. The lady I needed to talk to was out, so I ask if she would call me back. Then the lady I was on the phone with ask if I would like to say what it was about. I was about to say “no” then I thought let’s just get this ball rolling. I explain that the donation I want to make is I want to donate my body to be a cadaver after I die. Silence. I said I was not sure who to talk to. If I needed to speak with someone in the biological sciences or what. In my will I can say what I want done with my body. But who pays for it? I’m still waiting for a callback. 

After the attorney I came home, then went to the doctor. 

That was an experience. And not a good one. How one person can act so incapable and still breath is beyond me. The doctor is great. The nurse lacks everything to be desired. It took longer than it should have and it seems like some people are so apologetic  towards other people’s mistakes. 

Then home again and wait for the day to end.