4 February 2019

Running type exercise. *Legs exercise. *

Ok. I intend to stand and do lots of ab exercises. 

Write every morning. 

Not bad. 

Floss teeth 

Pretty good. 

Volunteer

Some. 

Budget

 I’m getting it done. It feels sloppy. 

No robbing/borrowing from savings 

Meh. 

No Facebook until after budgeting is done *daily*

Good

Spend time in nature

I’ve been outside. 

Read Book of Mormon daily *Read New Testament daily*

Pretty good. The book of Mark has long chapters.

31 January 2019

I have felt so crumby lately. I hate to talk about it because talking or writing about it usually makes me feel worse. But I don’t feel good. 

I was up later than normal last night. That might be why I feel so crumby this morning. 

I have decided to go back to my smartphone and just get a good case. The other phone was great, could take a fall like none other but it was so hard to use that I was becoming a hermit because it was so hard to type with. Typing is not my favorite, but neither is speaking. I wish I could get by without doing either some days. 

I am not happy about something I’ve dealt with that is kindness by committee of one. Everything can be great until you make one person mad. I don’t mind if I know what the rules are, but when the rules are don’t make anyone made for any reason, and if you do, their higher up, who is the committee of one will tell you and decide if you can still receive services. Sounds kind of Marxist to me. 

1 February 2019

So. So. So. 

I’m spending a lot of time at home recently. But then I go out and I’m so tired that I don’t know what I want. Yesterday I went to my sons dance. I just wanted to put my head down. I’m tired when I go to bed. I’m tired when I wake up. It’s not uncommon for me to be tired but this is something different. Maybe I had a stroke and someone forgot to tell me. 

I have so much to say about so much. Talking is just a crutch sometimes. We feel bad about something so we talk. No one can change the situation so we talk about it and hope that we might feel better, or something might magically happen. 

Maybe I feel this way because I could not talk for a long time. It is still hard for me and makes me really tired. At times it is the fastest way to communicate. 

Typing is slow as well. One finger is not the quickest. 

4 February 2019

So I will be doing some traveling. Personally I hate traveling, but it has to be done at times. Now I just got done booking my ticket. The change from day to day over this weekend has been dramatic. Saturday $1650.  I moved funds around and thought I would get it Sunday. Wrong the price went up to $2150. Ouch. I moved some more money. But I would have to wait until today Monday for the money. This morning when I look at tickets $1700. 

Crazy. 

At least I got my ticket and it wasn’t as much as I was expecting. Still if I could have gotten my ticket last month it would have been $500 less. I think I need to have enough money saved and waiting for me to use it in those situations. Money was made to be spent, just spend it wisely. 

I had my children with me this weekend. They have so much energy. They make me so tired. They are so fun.