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Friday, September 16, 2022

16 September 2022…..so surprise, I had a stroke

I am fighting mad today. One of the people I loathe most in this planet said in a text to me that I use the fact that I had a stroke as an “excuse” for my “bad behavior”. 
That makes it sound like I choose to be in a wheelchair and every that goes along with it. 
The brain is responsible for at least three main functions. Movement for your body. Intelligence. Emotions. 
I have extreme difficulty with all at times. 
It’s painfully obvious I have physical difficulties. I use an electric wheelchair. I can not talk like most people. If you wanted you could ask a two year old to pull me out of my chair and start whaling on me. 
Intelligence, I don’t do to bad, but there are things I don’t remember from the time of my stroke. Overall I can still run intellectual circles around people. 
Emotions are painful for me. I can be the nicest person in the whole world. Or I can be a raving lunatic who thinks he’s smarter than god.  And I will not back down no matter how wrong I am. 
I had someone accuse me of over playing the fact I had a stroke. 
The people that I don’t want to be around me, and would not want to put up with  my stupidity are usually never around me. 
The people I want around me are, at times, forced to put up with my bad behavior.
The irony is strong with this one.  
I think that I really need to practice not talking more. 
The only response I could offer to the piece of work that said what she did was,”I hope you never have a stroke yourself.”
There are many other things I would have rather been doing this last 9 years. 

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