December 22 or something

Well today was a bitter sweet day for me. I got to go to church which is wonderful, and my family got sick that is not. 

I wanted to walk or ride my chair the whole way but my beautiful wife suggested I take a cab which was a good idea since it was colder this evening. I still think I could probably walk/ride in my chair but that's another matter.  Lots of people at church made it kind of different.  For me having to speak loud enough to be heard and still quietly was a challenge. But it was so nice to see all the people I haven't seen for a while. It was fun and different. I didn't want to cry but I did so some things never change. In so many ways it was just a normal day at church and it was different also, I will have to think about it some more. 

My family had sickness floating around so that's way they weren't there, they didn't want too share what someone else had with them.  My lovely wife brought me some church cloths and looked like she had been working real hard. All I can say is she is tough and love you hon!!

This week has been just as eventful. The only problem,  I can't remember all the events. Unless you count candy crush as one event. So maybe it wasn't as eventful as I want to think. 

The Boy Scout troop that a lot of the boys I had known as before when they were Cub Scouts came and sang some. It was very nice to see them.  I was invited to sing with them, but I declined I was in no shape to sing. If they want to use me to earn a merit badge, the handicap awareness, I will make myself available for that. 

If for no other reason than the proximity to the church and other people would I want to stay here. The jury is still out though. The few people I have gone out of my way to meet seem ok. 

I think my back is better it has been easier to stand up and tonight seemed a lot easier. 

There are a few other things I want to mention but I am getting so tired I will do them this week.

I like to go to bed kind of early for some. 8:00 maybe 9:00.  I tried 10:00 and that was just bad, I was screaming and crying. So, I don't recommend keeping me out late. I don't really like getting up either so I have to do it real slow. And naps are not my favorite. I probably got up to fast and it hurt after I woke up, so I haven't tried one in many months. 

Well I need to go to let my brain wind down.