I have gotten myself a new typing program. It was kind of a birthday present. If anyone is interested I am 40 years old. Congratulations, who cares.
So this week has been ok. I am not sure I am ok with this place, but it is a place to sleep.
It is my intension to learn to make some animation we will see how that goes.
It has been a difficult week. But it has been a good week. I had a different CNA (certified nursing assistant) almost everyday. That can be very demotivating. One day I kind of had a melt down. I had had a different CNA almost everyday and people didn't need me to be difficult like that. I want to be easy but at times it is so hard to control my emotions. I know that sounds like an excuse but is the only reason I have.
This week has been kind of cold. If I can get outside here and just sit I do. So I haven't been outside much. Maybe the fact that a friend lent me a tv is part of that.
So sleeping is ok now it was a real pain before. Now it just sucks. At one time another person had to move me though the night move the position I was in. I was told that it was to stop me from getting bedsores. I had my own thoughts, mainly "Whatever". I could not move for a long time.
After a while I was able to move by myself. I was able to turn to one side by myself. I had to wake up completely and I may or may not be able to get on my side.
Currently sleep on my back to start with and I turn to either side later. I still have to wake up completely to do it and that is no fun the bed I am in now is not as wide as the last place I was, so I my or may not be able to stay on my side.
Some times I can't move and so I don't I just rock myself back and forth a little.
I my look like i am sleeping, but I am just listening. I tryed taking a nap once. I hurt so bad when I woke up I decided not to try it again.
Well that is all for now.
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